Thursday, January 12, 2006
now dat sch has started proper, i dun really have dat much time to blog anymore.. haha mayb cos sch is boring, there's nth worth blogging abt. n partly cos when i'm online i'd b happily chatting away with my frens. anw basically i'm okay with most of my classes except mayb biz law. the tutor is old, boring n has a droopy face dat makes me feel slpy by just looking at him. n he speaks really slooowly and is q long-winded. sigh.. feel lyk changing tuts but pakho n qiaoqing r in the tut n it's difficult to find a tutorial class of the same time with 3 vacancies now :(
he's been away for q some time some now. altho i decided dat it's better to just 4get abt everything after chatting with sweet sam (lol!) the other day, smsing him again made me undecided
yet again. he said he's sad dat i din make full use of the time to think properly n dat i'm just afraid. he also mentioned dat
nth is really certain in the future cos who noes wad's going to happen? n
"dat's y pple try".. haha i think dat's wad set me thinking again. sigh. on 1 hand i think i prefer to remain single, but on the other hand, i dowan to regret giving up b4 anything started. who noes,
mayb there'll b a happy ending? i admit i'm afraid to get hurt, but all along he's always given me the impression dat he's the faithful sort who really loved his past gfs, n dat's wad i'm looking for in a guy now i guess.
anw siang hong just smsed me to ask if my bday's arnd the corner. haha so sweet of him to rem tho he din rem the exact date. actually i feel kinda bad cos i noe his bday's in dec but i dun rem the exact date either. but nonetheless, altho we'v only worked tog for a couple of wks, i'm glad dat our frenship has continued tho we'r not dat close anymore.
i rem meeting him every morning to have our breakfast of tea/milo with kaya toast. haha den during our working hrs we'd "escape" to the staircase to slack n he showed me how he spiked his hair. thinking back, i still think his hair is v cool. haha too bad our little gathering with shiyun and shihui din materialise cos of various reasons. shall ask him out one of these days.
oh. haha i had i a farny dream abt pakho last nite. it was a really sweet dream but i dunno y i dreamt of him. was
freezing the whole time in my bed from 5-10am cos i was doing my ab114 hw at the v last min. wore a jacket n zipped it up all the way n huddled under my blanket but my hands n feet were still damn cold. think i wanna go home n look for a
thicker blanket alr. the past few days have been v cold n rainy but i'm glad the weather is better 2day. if the wet weather continues, i think i'll b falling sick pretty soon.. bleahs
random thoughts at 10:41:00 PM
